Another week

And another week has come and gone. ::sigh:: I wish I was working, making good money and getting ready to have a child. I wish that I could just find something that would be better than what I'm doing now-NOTHING! I try and stay optimistic but some days, I just wanna scream. I feel like crying and just staying in a ball and not face the world. But if I did that, then I wouldn't get very far. Instead, I put it behind me, and move forward. I think about the future and what will be there waiting for us. I know this is yet another step back, but we can only go forward right?

And heres another side note, I'm back in the bandwagon, diet bandwagon that is (but what else would it be?) and am doing the 30 day shred. I started on Monday the 17th and I plan on sticking with this one. So far I've only taken one day off because I was extremely sore, and I think I'll take tonight off as well, because I'm sore. Every Monday I will take my measurements and weight and plug it in. I better see a change in 30 days. I'm so tired of being the fat girl, that I want this change. I'll post on Monday my findings, until then, ta ta for now.