And the results....

Down 1.4 lbs and 3 inches!! Not bad for one week. I hope, I KNOW I'll have more on Monday!!

Another week

And another week has come and gone. ::sigh:: I wish I was working, making good money and getting ready to have a child. I wish that I could just find something that would be better than what I'm doing now-NOTHING! I try and stay optimistic but some days, I just wanna scream. I feel like crying and just staying in a ball and not face the world. But if I did that, then I wouldn't get very far. Instead, I put it behind me, and move forward. I think about the future and what will be there waiting for us. I know this is yet another step back, but we can only go forward right?

And heres another side note, I'm back in the bandwagon, diet bandwagon that is (but what else would it be?) and am doing the 30 day shred. I started on Monday the 17th and I plan on sticking with this one. So far I've only taken one day off because I was extremely sore, and I think I'll take tonight off as well, because I'm sore. Every Monday I will take my measurements and weight and plug it in. I better see a change in 30 days. I'm so tired of being the fat girl, that I want this change. I'll post on Monday my findings, until then, ta ta for now.

So....

Last Friday was my last day. I got my check at 4:45 and left work at 4:55. I had all my stuff packed up and I knew the owner was downstairs on a call. So I just had to get past him to get to my truck. I get past him and he didn't even see me! Success! I go to the bank, and along comes my fellow co-workers, they suspect nothing. Cash my check and I'm gone! So I went a whole week and not one phone call from that company. I guess they knew it was going to happen and it wasn't a surprise.

I went to a temp agency on Friday too and did all the paperwork and necessary computer tests and we'll see what happens. I hope I get something soon. Meantime, I'm still looking in the paper, online, etc.

As far as my body is concerened, I think I'm not ovulating. I feel twinges 2 weeks after my period where my ovaries are, but I'm not getting the temp spike I need to see. The OPK's that I'm using are working, but no positives yet. I just started snythroid so maybe that will jumpstart my ovulation. I hope so. I've always had this feeling that I was going to have problems getting pregnant and so far it holds true. I mean, we are not TTC now, but I'm still going thru the motions as if we were.

Update for those who care

So, as of last Friday, we are now down to 5 ppl. The partner left on Friday and the owner didn't tell us why. I have a feeling that we are about to be evicted from the building.....the maintenance ppl keep coming by asking for the owner and hes never there. Makes me very suspicious....Friday is my last day. I don't care. I'm going to take my check over to Wachovia, cash it, I don't care if they are going to charge me $5, I wanna my money that I worked hard for and I'm never looking back. Screw him. He wants to work us all to death and then say, oh, well you don't have a job now. Hes not even paying taxes nor taking taxes out of our checks. Thats not what I signed up for. Tomorrow I'm calling some temp agencys to see if they have some temp to perm work and I'm still looking at the paper and craigs list. Screw these ppl!!

DH is going back to St Louis. ::sigh:: At least I can get some good workouts while hes gone.