So...

Here is what I know.....

Sunday, woke up to really bad cramping, took some excedrin went back to bed. Got up Monday, had more cramping, took it as AF coming (which isn't right because I had AF on Sept 17. I have been having 29 day cycles for a year. On CD 29, I had some spotting and thought AF was here, it only lasted 1 day. 8 days later, and its Sunday) So I take some extra strength Midol, not really helping, but whatever. I go and do some errans and start to feel some blood coming out on to my pad, which I had an Super Extra tampon in and just put it in 15 mins ago. Get home and holy moly a clot the size of my palm comes out. More cramping, another big ole clot. I continue to have clots, but they are getting smaller, and the bleeding is so heavy and the cramps are out of this world! I've never felt that kind of pain.

Fast forward to today (as if one day is a fast forward) and I have more bleeding and more clots. Just not as heavy. Call my new job, that I was supposed to start today, tell them what's going on and the manager is super compasionate...tells me that I can take the week off, if need be. Call my OBGYN and tell them whats going on and the fit me in. I went in, had some blood drawn and they gave me a script to have a pelvic ultrasound. I hope to get some answers tomorrow afternoon.

So....what do I know? I don't. It could be a miscarry, could be a ruptured cyst or fibroid, could be endo, could be a heavy period, I have no clue.

Now, for what its worth, I took 5 pregnancy tests after my 1 day of spotting, thinking that was AF, and all were negative. I didn't chart either so I have no idea what was going on.

I will update once I know more.

Yay!!!!

I'm so flipping excited!!! Massage Envy called me and want me to come in tomorrow for the walk through and get my uniform and then I can hopefully start on Tuesday!!!

Can't wait!!

Annnnnnnnd

I got it!! Well, they have to do a criminal background check, which, of course, I'll pass and then they want me to start Saturday!!! Woot woot!!! I was so nervous for my practical and haven't really been regularly massaging for a year. But I feel good.

Annnnnndddd

I GOT A JOB!!!!

Oh, and heres the best part





IT HAS INSURANCE!!!!!!

This is the first location to offer it. At least that I've worked at. It's good news all around!

This might be the one

I have a job interview at 4:30 today at Massage Envy. It's at one of the locations that I wanna go to as well. There are like 4 within a 10 mile radius. After my interview I'll have my 1 hour practical which is just an one hour massage. I have a good feeling about this one.

Good bye my long gorgeous finger nails. I will miss you so. At least I know now that I have nails and what they looked like.

I'll update when I get back, around 6:30 ish.

FML

Well that interview just sucked big ole sweaty nasty old donkey balls. I get there after spending like 10 mins trying to find the hidden building, Great, now I'm 10 minutes late to what could be the best job ever. I get inside, tell the receptionist. So out comes Muhammed Achemed Ali (so not his name) and he's this little short man, about 5 foot (Pakistan- which I could careless where hes from) and has on a long sleeve button down linen shirt, black dress pants, and oh--heres the kicker, some Nike Air Jordans that are red and black. So I did an eye roll and enter his office. He proceeds to ask me how long it would take to fill out these papers, and I said, I dunno, maybe 10 mins. He then vomits information like I'm some sort of sponge and expects me to understand him with his accent. Uh-huh, sure buddy.

Basically, I would be aiding and abiding with immigrants to come into our country. I would be filling out their paper work to get a green card to come to the US. This guy has 7 different offices in Japan, China, Saudi Arabia and Canada. I would get their paperwork, after they paid of course. And then would be paid $20 per applicant.

Yea, no thanks. I don't wanna go to jail for helping Xan Jin Tao with his paperwork and have the police come find me and say that I helped plot the next terriost attack.

So needless to say, sigh, that I'm still looking. I went to Bed, Bath and Beyond and filled out an applicaiton. It would only be part time, but I need something. I'm still waiting to hear back from Massage Envy.

Thanks for all the well wishes!

Woo hoo!!

I got a job interview today!!! I know, it's only an interview, but hey, at least is something!! I just hope that this job (if I get it) will be a lot better than the other job I had. We'll see!!!

Wish me luck!!

Sorry, I've been gone....

So lets see, where do I begin....

We got to see K finally! We had to drive an extra hour to get her, but that was something we were both willing to sacrifice. We went the next day to see Grams in her nursing home and K had a good time there. We later went swiming and did lots of coloring and playing with play doh. The next morning we made cookies and she did an awesome job with it. Then we had to leave and drop her back off, so even though it was 2 days, it was worth it. We are going to see her again on Oct 17, that weekend. We'll be up in Lakeland to see her.

Ryan is going out of town for almost 2 weeks. And it that 2 weeks, since I'll have nothing better to do, it work out 2x a day. I'm still looking for a job and hoping something comes soon. I just found out that I no longer get unemployment benefits and now qualify for emergency unemployment. That only lasts for 13 weeks, so I have that amount of time to get a job. Sucks, because I thought this was going to be an easy transition and its the opposite.

No new news in the TTC part of my (our) life. I need to call the palm beach county health department and get in to see whats going on with my thyroid. Hopefully once I get that under control it'll be easier to get pregnant....of course I need a job first, but one thing at a time.

Well thats all I have for now.